|  | Stages of Growth in The Awakening Process ©Copyright 1996, by Phil Servedio
 Several months ago Lawrence Cook gave a wonderful 
talk delineating the details of the spiritual process relative to how 
Consciousness, in the context of an individual body-mind, comes to 
recognize its own nature and proceeds thereafter in a continual process 
of growth. It spoke to the profundity of this process and demonstrated 
the uniqueness of each stage. Remembering his talk, I came to look at the 
process based upon my experience, as well as others, and outlined various 
stages, expressed in a simplicity that hopefully does honor to the famous 
Zen "Ox Herding" Wood Block diagrams that outlined the steps of 
the process in that tradition.
  While this in no way is a hard and fast rule that is necessary for all 
to go through, it hopefully does point to the grace like quality of one's 
own inherent force of Consciousness/Naked Awareness to recognize its own 
nature and the nature of all existence. The steps:
 1. Total Delusion
 2. Separation From Objects The ordinary human life as experienced by billions. Belief 
in separativeness and the solidity of subject and object, and their apparent 
"difference". Truly a hell-realm, full of threat, fear and sorrow.
 3. Breakthrough in the Stream of Being Beginning of the spiritual process - consciousness begins to 
stand and notice the arising of objects, but both object and subject are seen 
as solid. Separation is extant. No understanding relative to nature of subject. 
Spiritual state driven motivations. May be of long duration.
 4. Void Stage Spontaneous silence in the various bodies allows natural 
insight into the nature of self. The initiation of the unwinding of the impulse 
of the "search", and the movement into the "rot" of both 
object and subject. Hridaya shakti appears, allowing the noticing of the limits 
of kundalini shakti.
 5. Doubt and Enquiry The bottom drops out of the "self" and of all existence. 
The experience of the void-like essential quality of existence appears. But the 
illusion of the "I" has yet to be penetrated. The "rest" 
in emptiness is accompanied by the an increase of spiritual heat throughout one's 
life. The spiritual process begins to take on a life of its own. Consciousness 
reveals its naked form. 
 6. Self-Recognition and Resolution Natural investigative impulse to pierce the veils of illusion 
blossoms. Intuition deepens, investigatory impulse may take over one's life. 
Consciousness begins to turn in on itself, searching for its own face, its own 
root.
 7. Rest Time Summary insight arises in a single grand moment. The illusion 
of a "separate self " is finally penetrated. The bubble of self pops 
in the back, and one falls back into the groundless ground of one's inherent 
nature, never to be fooled again. The search to find one's nature dropss like a 
rock. The reference points of "I" is replaced by the reality of 
non-locality. Bell's theorem is now truly blessed.
 8. Rebound of "dharmas" and Transparency of the "I" The illusion of "I" penetrated, the void now becomes 
the Void, no longer seen as an object, but the characteristic of one's own nature. 
The rest in the vastness of empty clarity results in a quantum leap of insight and 
bliss. 
 9. Movie Time The explosion of self-recognition dies down, only to result in 
the return of a sense of I. The lesson of clinging to even one's essential 
Void like quality is won the hard way. One then realizes that even the "I" 
sense is transparent and not an obstruction to one's clarity.
 10. Completion Stage As self-recognition stabilizes, and doubts subside, a 
movie-like, 2 dimensional perception of existence appears. The investigatory 
process moves into the apparent relationship of subject and object. A thin 
veil is extant that obscures a full summary insight into the nature of existence. 
Dawning of the penetration of the nature of objects.
 11. Integration and Intensification of the Heart In a single moment, the whole drama of self and other, subject 
and object is penetrated. One finally comes to a complete rest! All dilemmas 
dissolve! Subject-object separation disappears. One becomes the world, all of 
existence. The search truly comes to an end, as the non-dual nature of existence 
becomes Obvious and "louder" than the relative condition of things. 
Space-time collapses. Non-dual realization is complete. How can this most 
wonderful thing be?
 Back Process rounds around back to step one, moves into the absolute 
"penetration" and "purification" of the relative. All areas 
of life must bow to this most senior process and context, without a choice. 
Spontaneous blessing to all arise. Movement into real help for all begins.
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